Recently I've wanted to be free. Free from myself. Free from the overpowering senses I have to endure, free of people, free of owning land. Most importantly, free of mutual possessions.

It is no joke. Sometimes I wish I could sleep, although our sleep is neither free or peaceful. Be your dreams scary or great you will have to wake from your paradise/nightmare at some point. Of course you will remain captured. You are captured within the bubble which is your body. I never seem to break free from my head, never mind the bubble.

I wish I could capture the pretty light in public toilets and inject it into my eyes, maybe then I might look less like the dead.

I have decided the most beautful people live in the most ugliest places.

When I say I love you I mean it.