Human Instinct.

It seems to have come to my knoledge that there is no emotion conducted in the tiny vessels of my head, every feeling I have ever endured is just a chemical reaction in the brain that forces the dead muscles of my face to either smile or frown. I feel as if every act I have ever followed through with is just human instinct. I eat, not because it tastes nice or even sparks a tiny light of happiness upon my mouth, but because I need to in order to stay alive. Every act I have ever done seems to have been a chain sequence has effected me as a person and those around.
It amazes me. Today I saw the purity of someone who doesn't understand what she's doing/feeling. She doesn't understand the natural reflex of humans and why she acts a certain way, she acts that way because her brain tells her to. I envy her lack of knoledge on the subject and the fact she can love without seeing the conciquences of it upon her tiny frame. She can love in ignorence to the hormones that are conducting in her tiny seven year old brain.
I have realised that it is childrens ignorence, and animals ignorence that continue to make the world continue through times of need.
Catapilars are able to turn into a moth or butterfly, without any choice of their own, it is their natural instinct that turn them into a creature much beautiful than their former selves.
Humans are no different except for the reason that we understand exactly why we conduct certain activities. We know (as I am sure the govenment has drilled into you) that we portray certain emotions in a chain reaction to follow on to different phases. This by no means makes us any more intelligent than a single celled organism, it just makes us self aware of the fucked up biology behind it all.